And it’s fucking great how none of my friends noticed my name was left out in the senior recognition. I was completely forgotten from all ends.
It’s great being in chorus for 7 years and your teacher announcing every senior except you and then when your dad talks to them, their response is “well she wasn’t on the list.” That was really nice. I also love hearing people laugh about what I’m feeling or going through. I want to graduate right now, it’s honestly going to take all my strength to walk back into school Tuesday. I feel completely empty, like I’ve been slapped in the face. I felt that no one in my town gave a shit about me anymore, tonight that was further proved.